Awake & can’t go back to sleep. Gonna make a quick vent..so I’ve been this person for 7 years ever since I was in the 6th grade. Same middle & high school. It’s senior year right now & I haven’t been talking to this person for about 3 months over something that shouldn’t been taken this far. So it started off like this. I’m the type of person when they say no.. I mean it. Don’t expect me to change my mind a second time cause all you’re asking for is to get back handed. If I don’t say yes after the second time, leave it, just forget about it but no. This person was just kept egging me about something I did not want/deserve. I had my reasons so it would have been nice to respect them.
A second thing. Damn I don’t even want to put this reason on here. But just know I truly care about this person. Even though what I had said seemed harsh I actually care about this friendship. But at the same time I’m just here like okaay *shrugs w/e. So whatever happens, happens. It’s just hella awkward when we see each other at school. We pass by each other like its nothing. Oh I know you notice me as well. Every time we make eye contact we just look away like nothing happen. We’re just practically strangers right now. What I’m really trying to say is, I’m glad your happy, I do care about you, & just promise me you don’t do anything stupid if we continue like this.

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